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เข้าทำงานมา 9 เดือนกว่า ๆ เพิ่งจะได้ฤกษ์อบรมข้าราชการแรกเข้ากับเขา
กิจกรรมแรกที่ได้ทำร่วมกับเพื่อนรุ่นเดียว
ไปถึงจุดเริ่มต้นบ่ายโมง แดดกำลังร้อนเปรี้ยง ๆ มีการขู่กันเล็กน้อยด้วยระเบิดและไฟแบบวิ่
(จริง ๆ เริ่มเขียนไว้ในอีกบล็อคนึง แต่ดันเขินเลยย้ายมาบล็อคนี้ ไม่รู้จะเขียนจบไหม)
to be continued
- Location:home
- Mood:
moody - Music:One x Time ~ Ai Otsuka
Once you step on smb's feeling,
you'll never fix it.
So.... beware,
as it could be your last chance.
- Location:my office
- Mood:
depressed - Music:none
ช่วงหลัง ๆ เจอกับสถานการณ์แบบนี้บ่อยมาก ทุกข์ใจอะไรก็เก็บเอาไว้คนเดียว เพราะมันเป็นเรื่องเดือดร้อนของเรา ไม่อยากจะเอาไปร้อนหูคนอื่น หรือบางทีหมดอาลัยตายอยากจนไม่มีแรงจะไปบ่
วันที่เหนื่อยอีกหนึ่งวัน หมดแรง ไม่อยากทำอะไร แต่ก็ต้องบังคับตัวเองให้ทน
ก็ถ้าแค่นี้ยังทนไม่ไหว ชีวิตนี้จะเหลืออะไร
ให้ทนกับสภาพตอนนี้น่ะทำได้ อย่ามาเพิ่มความรำคาญใจก็พอแล้ว เหอ ๆ (โดนไปแล้ว 1 คน)
พรุ่งนี้คงเป็นอีกอารมณ์นึงไปเลย หลังสอบเจอกัน
- Mood:
nervous - Music:Shobandama
หมดอะไร? ก็คงหมดแรง หมดความเชื่อมั่นในสิ่งดี ๆ ที่เคยเชื่อ
บางทีก็มีอะไรมาแตะที่ใจ ผลของมันคงอยู่ระยะหนึ่ง แล้วก็หมดต่อ
เหนื่อย... ไม่อยากจะพูดคำนี้ มันยิ่งแสดงให้เห็นความไม่เอาไหนของตัวเอง
แต่มันเหนื่อย ไม่รู้เหนื่อยอะไรในเมื่อไม่ได้ทำอะไร คงจะเหนื่อยกับการไม่ทำอะไรนี่ละมั้ง
- Mood:
stressed - Music:ORENJI Irou to Yubikiri by Maaya Sakamoto
mafee said on 27.02.07::
That's what I wrote about 1-2 months ago. Now I give it a thought and found that it's quite true. I'm living in a pararel world?! (and going out of my mind :-P)
And at this moment I have 2 MSN Spaces, 1 Livejournal, 1 Blogspot, 1 on Wordpress with free-webhosting. I'm an active admin of a site, a mod of a forum (not a big one and I don't know the admin of that forum. one day he just decided to make me a mod, without giving any reason or explanation - -"). I'm a proud member of 2 forums, and a not-so-proud member (means I don't participate much) of about 6-7 forums.
And I'm writing my dissertation....without end. Hell with it!
I end up having too much personal pages (and non-personal too). So far I have 2 MSN Spaces (one active, the other not), 1 at LiveJournal, 1 at hi5 and a website I've just become an admin. A big responsibility, especially when I want all of them to be updated in a constant pace. Well, I like writing anyway. Not to mention the forums I take a more-or-less active part in (quarrel network).
All the same the most important for me is my dissertation. When the time comes, guess I must abandon all of my children (i.e. personal pages). And after that, who knows? I might not have the mood to write anymore. Hope that won't happen.
Thinking about it more thoroughly, it is as if I was living in parallel worlds. Me in this world (Blogspot) and me in other worlds (MSN Space, LJ, hi5) is the same person, but with various orientations. You may see me in one world and not recognize me in the other. That's not because I'm wearing a mask, I just choose to show you the side of me I want you to know. The other sides I prefer to keep it inside or express them in the other world I, the God of all this system, choose.
Maybe I've been watching Death Note too much lately?
That's what I wrote about 1-2 months ago. Now I give it a thought and found that it's quite true. I'm living in a pararel world?! (and going out of my mind :-P)
And at this moment I have 2 MSN Spaces, 1 Livejournal, 1 Blogspot, 1 on Wordpress with free-webhosting. I'm an active admin of a site, a mod of a forum (not a big one and I don't know the admin of that forum. one day he just decided to make me a mod, without giving any reason or explanation - -"). I'm a proud member of 2 forums, and a not-so-proud member (means I don't participate much) of about 6-7 forums.
And I'm writing my dissertation....without end. Hell with it!
- Mood:
blank - Music:Kataomoi Dial by Ai Otsuka
Hmm.... According to my 'Reduce Your Blogs' policy I have to write here. The previous blog is dedicated to @i chin already and I shouldn't create new blogs anymore as I forget the links often... Today I don't feel like writing in Thai. I tend to use slangs and teenagers' words too much while writing in Thai.
I've watched 'Music Fair', a Japanese music show. For this week's programme my all-time favourite singer, Miki Imai performed. That rather reminds me of the old times when I was little and listened to Miki-san's songs with my sisters. Miki-san doesn't change much. She still looks beautiful and her voice is so sweet but at the same time powerful. Here's some info about this show:
Making Imai Miki's Dreams Come True Special
Imai Miki
Bonnie Pink
Toki Asako
M1 「PIECE OF MY WISH」 Imai Miki、BONNIE PINK
M2 「Heaven's Kitchen」 Imai Miki、BONNIE PINK
M3 「Anything For You」BONNIE PINK
M4 「Toshishita no Suifu」Imai Miki
M5 「September」 Imai Miki、BONNIE PINK with Toki Asako
To tell the truth I never listened to Bonnie Pink's songs before. Heard about her a lot but just don't pay much attention. Well, I like her voice too. It's something clear and, despite her rock style, very girly (IMO). As for Toki Asano, I've never heard of her at all.
The show is impressive. All songs are nicely produced and performed. 'PIECE OF MY WISH' is awesome! Maybe it's my bias toward Miki-san, but I feel that Miki-san's voice can blend with others' or stand out alone at the same time. When they did the triad it's Miki-san's voice that make the song successful (again IMO).
This performance has raised my spirits a lot. I'm thankful for you, Miki-san. Thinking about this I feel how music is important for me. I can live without TV. I've stopped reading fictions for a while. My life'll be boring without anime. But without music I'd just die. That's why I would like to give my thankfulness and appreciation for all the artists who write, sing, perform etc. I know it's the matter of marketing and money at the same time. But you know? That's their profession and they have to make their living too.
And yeah, this show is brought to us by hikkichan@jpopsuki, again. So my thank goes to him too.
Have a nice music!
PS. I hate the song MUSIC by Madonna. The word 'MUSIC' used to sound beautiful to me until the moment this song appeared. It destroyed my good feeling toward this word. Pardon Madonna's fans. No offence please.
- Mood:artistic
- Music:Hoshizora no Live by Misia
หวังดีแล้วมันดันมีผลร้ายกลับมา
หวังดีแล้วกลายเป็นโดนหลอก
ก้องี้ดิถึงไม่อยากทำดี
เซ็ง
- Mood:
angry - Music:my Rivets - Chemistry
Flavour of life is FANTASTIC!!! I'm kaif from this song.
Antidote-remix is cool. XD
- Mood:
ecstatic - Music:Flavour of Life by Utada Hikaru
Guess this is the only place I can write everything I want.
Because.....
there's noone reading.
Yeppe! Freedom!!!!!!
- Mood:
bored
He runs around the room.
He's not normal.
He keeps crawling near my computer.
He plays with my keyboard.
I'm trying not to be mad with him....
Slapping a kitten is not good.
- Mood:
annoyed
As soon as I crawled out of the bed, Aslan (our prince, His Majesty) began crying "Meow meow". Yeah, I understand you've been waiting for us to wake up for a long, long time. Sweet Aslanchik, jmuk jmuk!
Had a fast breakfast with Zara. Ryohei's songs make me flow with spirit. Yow, yow! I'm dancing!!!
Wrote a bit of my dissertation. Everything's gonna be alright!
Spoke with J'Lu by telephone. My sweet sister! I love you all and miss you so much.
I'm outburst with energy!! Hehehe.
- Mood: ecstatic
- Music:the LIGHT by Ryohei Yamamoto
Outflow of tears everytime I watch this PV.
Very sad. The reminiscence of good old days.
Love remains. We remain. What is lost may be your warmth.
Wanna hug you one more time (and more).
Please shed my tears, and tell me everything's gonna be alright.
Tada kimi wo aishiteru.....
- Mood:
gloomy - Music:Renai Shashin by Ai Otsuka
Very tired. But food was not bad. At the overall all is pleasant.
Gonna buy Ipod soon!!! Hehehe.
- Mood:
tired - Music:Amai Kimoji Marukajiri by Ai Otsuka
I would never say this to them (embarrassed...), but i would announce it here. ^^"
This world is a messing place where most never learn to live together in peace. You can solve this by trusting whom you should trust and behave yourself in a stable way.
Anyway, what you say reflects what you think. If you think of good things and never wish anybody bad, nothing terrible will never be leaked out of you. Think well, speak well and behave well. That should be our goal, shouldn't it? At least that is what I believe.
Again, quoting from my Ai-Chin:
The happenings of your existence today becomes one unchangeable page.
In the large amount of blood shed pours forth immutable tears.
I want to reach you through this sound that will become yours.
I want to deliver this poem as a voice which will become yours.
if we embrace, no matter how bitter the sadness,
there'll be a time where we can talk about it with a smile
when you again become a coward from having lost to yourself,
let's stop running away.
When this world receives a small bit of love,
someday a great big love will be shown to everyone.
LOVE MUSIC ~ a song by Ai Otsuka
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- Location:in da room
- Mood:
peaceful
Well, today is my first day of the second term here... Yesterday i made a farewell to my last term break. Gloomy...i mean the thought of leaving the education world finally. It's kinda fun and i'm afraid that working wouldn't be so. Yeah, dermo! Not a life, but shit.
In spite of all this melancholy, today i enjoyed myself very much. Being able to see your friends again and continue your life in the way it should be is not bad. Woke up and felt good without any reasons. Good weather. Freezing cold but beautiful with the snow glittering in the sun. I also gave my dear friend, Danbi, the birthday present...at last! I like her face expression when she saw IT. Oh, my! Danbi you're so cute with that shy side of you. I like teasing you so much. After all i'm a little, little, little bit smutty, u know?
And then the interesting course, beginning with 'Political aspects of Climatology'. Sound great? But actually not that interesting with those 'Vernadski introduction of the termin', 'Biosphere and Neosphere' etc. Just bearing with these terms makes me sick! The next class was 'Political strategy in the Internet'. Well, i like it but can't attend this class due to some technical reasons. It's a pity huh!
For lunch and dinner we have PLOV from my lovely little roommate. Dear Zara, I adore you (and your mum too for cooking it). Poor little creature! Imagine her taking a big KAZAN (big Caucasian pot) with her on the aeroplane! She has done that and now our food supply is secured for at least a week. Good girl! ;-P
That ends this day with a hope for the future. Tomorrow gonna work hard on the dissertation! Fighto!!!
- Mood:
optimistic
